Copyright (c) 1953, 1981 by Charles Harness. Reprinted by
permission of the author and the author's agents, the Virginia Kidd
Agency, Inc.
Chapter One
Her ballet slippers made a soft slapping sound, moody,
mournful, as Anna van Tuyl stepped into the annex of her psychiatrical
consulting room and walked toward the tall mirror.
Within seconds she would know whether she was ugly.
As she had done half a thousand times in the past two years,
the young woman faced the great glass squarely, brought her arms up
gracefully and rose upon her tip-toes. And there resemblance to past
hours ceased. She did not proceed to an uneasy study of her face and
figure. She could not. For her eyes, as though acting with a wisdom and
volition of their own, had closed tightly.
Anna van Tuyl was too much the professional psychiatrist not
to recognize that her subconscious mind had shrieked its warning. Eyes
still shut, and breathing in great gasps, she dropped from her toes as
if to turn and leap away. Then gradually she straightened. She must
force herself to go through with it. She might not be able to bring
herself here, in this mood of candid receptiveness, twice in one
lifetime. It must be now.
She trembled in brief, silent premonition, then quietly
raised her eyelids.
Somber eyes looked out at her, a little darker than
yesterday: pools ploughed around by furrows that today gouged a little
deeperthe result of months of squinting up from the position into
which her spinal deformity had thrust her neck and shoulders. The pale
lips were pressed together just a little tighter in their defense
against unpredictable pain. The cheeks seemed bloodless, having been
bleached finally and completely by the Unfinished Dream that haunted
her sleep, wherein a nightingale fluttered about a white rose.
As if in brooding confirmation, she brought up simultaneously
the pearl-translucent fingers of both hands to the upper borders of her
forehead, and there pushed back the incongruous masses of newly-gray
hair from two tumorous bulgeslike incipient horns. As she did
this she made a quarter turn, exposing to the mirror the humped
grotesquerie of her back.
Then, by degrees, like some netherworld Narcissus, she began
to sink under the bizarre enchantment of that misshapen image. She
could retain no real awareness that this creature was she. That
profile, as if seen through witch-opened eyes, might have been that of
some enormous toad, and this flickering metaphor paralyzed her first
and only forlorn attempt at identification.
In a vague way, she realized that she had discovered what she
had set out to discover. She was ugly. She was even very ugly.
The change must have been gradual, too slow to say of any one
day: Yesterday I was not ugly. But even eyes that hungered for
deception could no longer deny the cumulative evidence.
So slowand yet so fast. It seemed only yesterday that
had found her face down on Matthew Bell's examination table, biting
savagely at a little pillow as his gnarled fingertips probed grimly at
her upper thoracic vertebrae.
Well, then, she was ugly. But she'd not give in to self-pity.
To hell with what she looked like! To hell with mirrors!
On sudden impulse she seized her balancing tripod with both
hands, closed her eyes, and swung.
The tinkling of falling mirror glass had hardly ceased when a
harsh and gravelly voice hailed her from her office. "Bravo!"
She dropped the practice tripod and whirled, aghast.
"Matt!"
"Just thought it was time to come in. But if you want to bawl
a little, I'll go back out and wait. No?" Without looking directly at
her face or pausing for a reply, he tossed a packet on the table.
"There it is. Honey, if I could write a ballet score like your
Nightingale and the Rose, I wouldn't care if my spine was
knotted in a figure eight."
"You're crazy," she muttered stonily, unwilling to admit that
she was both pleased and curious. "You don't know what it means to have
once been able to pirouette, to balance en arabesque. And
anyway"she looked at him from the comer of her eyes"how
could anyone tell whether the score's good? There's no Finale as yet.
It isn't finished."
"Neither is the Mona Lisa, Kublai Khan, or a
certain symphony by Schubert."
"But this is different. A plotted ballet requires an
integrated sequence of events leading up to a climaxto a Finale.
I haven't figured out the ending. Did you notice I left a
thirty-eight-beat hiatus just before the Nightingale dies? I still need
a death song for her. She's entitled to die with a flourish." She
couldn't tell him about The Dreamthat she always awoke just
before that death song began.
"No matter. You'll get it eventually. The story's straight
out of Oscar Wilde, isn't it? As I recall, the student needs a red rose
as admission to the dance, but his garden contains only white roses. A
foolish, if sympathetic, nightingale thrusts her heart against a thorn
on a white rose stem, and the resultant ill-advised transfusion
produces a red rose...and a dead nightingale. Isn't that about all
there is to it?"
"Almost. But I still need the nightingale's death song.
That's the whole point of the ballet. In a plotted ballet, every chord
has to be fitted to the immediate action, blended with it, so that it
supplements it, explains it, unifies it, and carries the action toward
the climax. That death song will make the difference between a good
score and a superior one. Don't smile. I think some of my individual
scores are rather good, though of course I've never heard them except
on my own piano. But without a proper climax, they'll remain
unintegrated. They're all variants of some elusive dominating
leitmotivsome really marvelous theme I haven't the greatness of
soul to grasp. I know it's something profound and poignant, like the
liebestod theme in Tristan. It probably states a
fundamental musical truth, but I don't think I'll ever find it. The
nightingale dies with her secret."
She paused, opened her lips as though to continue, and then
fell moodily silent again. She wanted to go on talking, to lose herself
in volubility. But now the reaction of her struggle with the mirror was
setting in, and she was suddenly very tired. Had she ever wanted to
cry? Now she thought only of sleep. But a furtive glance at her
wristwatch told her it was barely ten o'clock.
The man's craggy eyebrows dropped in an imperceptible frown,
faint, yet craftily alert. "Anna, the man who read your
Rose score wants to talk to you about staging it for the
Rose Festivalyou know, the annual affair in the Via Rosa."
"Ian unknownwrite a Festival ballet?" She added
with dry incredulity: "The Ballet Committee is in complete agreement
with your friend, of course?"
"He is the Committee."
"What did you say his name was?"
"I didn't."
She peered up at him suspiciously. "I can play games, too. If
he's so anxious to use my music, why doesn't he come to see
me?"
"He isn't that anxious."
"Oh, a big shot, eh?"
"Not exactly. It's just that he's fundamentally indifferent
toward the things that fundamentally interest him. Anyway, he's got a
complex about the Via Rosaloves the district and hates to leave
it, even for a few hours."
She rubbed her chin thoughtfully. "Will you believe it, I've
never been there. That's the rose-walled district where the
ars-gratia-artis professionals live, isn't it? Sort of a plutocratic
Rive Gauche?"
The man exhaled in expansive affection. "That's the Via, all
right. A six-hundred pound chunk of Carrara marble in every garret,
resting most likely on the grand piano. Poppa chips furiously away with
an occasional glance at his model, who is momma, posed au
natural."
Anna watched his eyes grow dreamy as he continued. "Momma is
a little restless, having suddenly recalled that the baby's bottle and
that can of caviar should have come out of the atomic warmer at some
nebulous period in the past. Daughter sits before the piano keyboard,
surreptitiously switching from Czerny to a torrid little number she's
going to try on the trap-drummer in Dorran's Via orchestra. Beneath the
piano are the baby and mongrel pup. Despite their tender age, this
thing is already in their blood. Or at least, their stomachs, for they
have just finished an hors d'oeuvre of marble chips and now
amiably share the pièce de résistance, a battered
but rewarding tube of Van Dyke brown."
Anna listened to this with widening eyes. Finally she gave a
short amazed laugh. "Matt Bell, you really love that life, don't
you?"
He smiled. "In some ways the creative life is pretty
carefree. I'm just a psychiatrist specializing in psycho-genetics. I
don't know an arpeggio from a dry point etching, but I like to be
around people that do." He bent forward earnestly. "These
artiststhese golden peoplethey're the coming force in
society. And you're one of them, Anna, whether you know it or like it.
You and your kind are going to inherit the earthonly you'd better
hurry if you don't want Martha Jacques and her National Security
scientists to get it first. So the battle lines converge in Renaissance
II. Art versus Science. Who dies? Who lives?" He looked thoughtful,
lonely. He might have been pursuing an introspective monologue in the
solitude of his own chambers.
"This Mrs. Jacques," said Anna. "What's she like? You asked
me to see her tomorrow about her husband, you know."
"Darn good-looking woman. The most valuable mind in history,
some say. And if she really works out something concrete from her
Sciomnia equation, I guess there won't be any doubt about it. And
that's what makes her potentially the most dangerous human being alive:
National Security is fully aware of her value, and they'll coddle her
tiniest whimat least until she pulls something tangible out of
Sciomnia. Her main whim for the past few years has been her errant
husband, Mr. Ruy Jacques."
"Do you think she really loves him?"
"Just between me and you, she hates his guts. So naturally
she doesn't want any other woman to get him. She has him watched, of
course. The Security Bureau cooperate with alacrity, because they don't
want foreign agents to approach her through him. There
have been ugly rumors of assassinated models...But I'm digressing." He
cocked a quizzical eye at her. "Permit me to repeat the invitation of
your unknown admirer. Like you, he's another true child of the new
Renaissance. The two of you should find much in commonmore than
you can now guess. I'm very serious about this, Anna. Seek him out
immediatelytonightnow. There aren't any mirrors in the
Via."
"Please, Matt."
"Honey," he growled, "to a man my age you aren't ugly. And
this man's the same. If a woman is pretty, he paints her and forgets
her. But if she's some kind of an artist, he talks to her, and he can
get rather endless sometimes. If it's any help to your self-assurance,
he's about the homeliest creature on the face of the earth. You'll look
like de Milo alongside him."
The woman laughed shortly. "I can't get mad at you, can I? Is
he married?"
"Sort of." His eyes twinkled. "But don't let that concern
you. He's a perfect scoundrel."
"Suppose I decide to look him up. Do I simply run up and down
the Via paging all homely friends of Dr. Matthew Bell?"
"Not quite. If I were you I'd start at the
entrancewhere they have all those queer side-shows and one-man
exhibitions. Go on past the vendress of love philters and work down the
street until you find a man in a white suit with polka dots."
"How perfectly odd! And then what? How can I introduce myself
to a man whose name I don't know? Oh, Matt, this is so silly, so
childish..."
He shook his head in slow denial. "You aren't going to think
about names when you see him. And your name won't mean a thing to him,
anyway. You'll be lucky if you aren't 'hey you' by midnight. But it
isn't going to matter."
"It isn't too clear why you don't offer to escort me." She
studied him calculatingly. "And I think you're withholding his name
because you know I wouldn't go if you revealed it."
He merely chuckled.
She lashed out: "Damn you, get me a cab."
"I've had one waiting half an hour."
Chapter Two
"Tell ya what the professor's gonna do, ladies and gentlemen.
He's gonna defend not just one paradox. Not just two. Not just a dozen.
No, ladies and gentlemen, the professor's gonna defend
seventeen, and all in the space of one short hour, without
repeating himself, and including a brand-new one he has just thought up
today: 'Music owes its meaning to its ambiguity.' Remember, folks, an
axiom is just a paradox the professor's already got hold of. The cost
of this dazzling display...don't crowd there, mister..."
Anna felt a relaxing warmth flowing over her mind, washing at
the encrusted strain of the past hour. She smiled and elbowed her way
through the throng and on down the street, where a garishly lighted
sign, bat-wing doors, and a forlorn cluster of waiting women announced
the next attraction:
"FOR MEN ONLY. Daring blindfold exhibitions and variety
entertainments continuously."
Inside, a loudspeaker was blaring: "Thus we have seen how to
compose the ideal end-game problem in chess. And now, gentlemen, for
the small consideration of an additional quarter..."
But Anna's attention was now occupied by a harsh cawing from
across the street.
"Love philters! Works on male or female! Any age! Never
fails!"
She laughed aloud. Good old Matt! He had foreseen what these
glaring multifaceted nonsensical stimuli would do for her. Love
philters! Just what she needed!
The vendress of love philters was of ancient vintage, perhaps
seventy-five years old. Above cheeks of wrinkled leather her eyes
glittered speculatively. And how weirdly she was clothed! Her
bedraggled dress was a shrieking purple. And under that dress was
another of the same hue, though perhaps a little faded. And under
that, still another.
"That's why they call me Violet," cackled the old woman,
catching Anna's stare. "Better come over and let me mix you one."
But Anna shook her head and passed on, eyes shining. Fifteen
minutes later, as she neared the central Via area, her receptive
reverie was interrupted by the outburst of music ahead.
Good! Watching the street dancers for half an hour would
provide a highly pleasant climax to her escapade. Apparently there
wasn't going to be any man in a polka dot suit. Matt was going to be
disappointed, but it certainly wasn't her fault she hadn't found
him.
There was something oddly familiar about that music.
She quickened her pace, and then, as recognition came, she
began to run as fast as her crouching back would permit. This was
her musicthe prelude to Act III of her ballet!
She burst through the mass of spectators lining the dance
square. The music stopped. She stared out into the scattered dancers,
and what she saw staggered the twisted frame of her slight body. She
fought to get air through her vacuously-wide mouth.
In one unearthly instant, a rift had threaded its way through
the dancer-packed square, and a pasty white face, altogether spectral,
had looked down that open rift into hers. A face over a body that was
enveloped in a strange flowing gown of shimmering white. She thought he
had also been wearing a white academic mortar-board, but the swarming
dancers closed in again before she could be sure.
She fought an unreasoning impulse to run.
Then, as quickly as it had come, logic reasserted itself; the
shock was over. Odd costumes were no rarity on the Via. There was no
cause for alarm.
She was breathing almost normally when the music died away
and someone began a harsh harangue over the public address system.
"Ladies and gentlemen, it is our rare good fortune to have with us
tonight the genius who composed the music you have been enjoying."
A sudden burst of laughter greeted this, seeming to originate
in the direction of the orchestra, and was counter-pointed by an
uncomplimentary blare from one of the horns.
"Your mockery is misplaced, my friends. It just so happens
that this genius is not I, but another. And since she has thus far had
no opportunity to join in the revelry, your inimitable friend, as The
Student, will take her hand, as The Nightingale, in the final pas de
deux from Act III. That should delight her, yes?"
The address system clicked off amid clapping and a buzz of
excited voices, punctuated by occasional shouts.
She must escape! She must get away!
Anna pressed back into the crowd. There was no longer any
question about finding a man in a polka dot suit. That creature
in white certainly wasn't he. Though how could he have recognized
her?
She hesitated. Perhaps he had a message from the other one,
if there really was one with polka dots.
No, she'd better go. This was turning out to be more of a
nightmare than a lark.
Still
She peeked back from behind the safety of a woman's sleeve,
and after a moment located the man in white.
His pasty-white face with its searching eyes was much closer.
But what had happened to his white cap and gown? Now,
they weren't white at all! What optical fantasy was this? She rubbed
her eyes and looked again.
The cap and gown seemed to be made up of green and purple
polka dots on a white background! So he was her man!
She could see him now as the couples spread out before him,
exchanging words she couldn't hear, but which seemed to carry an
irresistible laugh response.
Very well, she'd wait.
Now that everything was cleared up and she was safe again
behind her armor of objectivity, she studied him with growing
curiosity. Since that first time, she had never again got a good look
at him. Someone always seemed to get in the way. It was almost, she
thought, as though he was working his way out toward her, taking every
advantage of human cover, like a hunter closing in on wary quarry,
until it was too late...
He stood before her.
There were harsh clanging sounds as his eyes locked with
hers. Under that feral scrutiny the woman maintained her mental balance
by the narrowest margin.
The Student.
The Nightingale, for love of The Student, makes a Red Rose.
An odious liquid was burning in her throat, but she couldn't
swallow.
Gradually she forced herself into awareness of a twisted
sardonic mouth framed between aquiline nose and jutting chin. The face,
plastered as it was by white powder, had revealed no distinguishing
features beyond its unusual size. Much of the brow was obscured by the
many tassels dangling over the front of his travestied mortar-board
cap. Perhaps the most striking thing about the man was not his face,
but his body. It was evident that he had some physical deformity, to
outward appearances not unlike her own. She knew intuitively that he
was not a true hunchback. His chest and shoulders were excessively
broad, and he seemed, like her, to carry a mass of superfluous tissue
on his upper thoracic vertebrae. She surmised that the scapulae would
be completely obscured.
His mouth twisted in subtle mockery. "Bell said you'd come."
He bowed and held out his right hand.
"It is very difficult for me to dance," she pleaded in a low
hurried voice. "I'd humiliate us both."
"I'm no better at this than you, and probably worse. But I'd
never give up dancing merely because someone might think I look
awkward. Come, we'll use the simplest steps."
There was something harsh and resonant in his voice that
reminded her of Matt Bell. Only...Bell's voice had never set her
stomach churning.
He held out his other hand.
Behind him the dancers had retreated to the edge of the
square, leaving the center empty, and the first beats of her music from
the orchestra pavilion floated to her with ecstatic clarity.
Just the two of them, out there...before a thousand
eyes...
Subconsciously she followed the music. There was her
cuethe signal for the Nightingale to fly to her fatal assignation
with the white rose.
She must reach out both perspiring hands to this stranger,
must blend her deformed body into his equally misshapen one. She must,
because he was The Student, and she was The Nightingale.
She moved toward him silently and took his hands.
As she danced, the harsh-lit street and faces seemed
gradually to vanish. Even The Student faded into the barely perceptible
distance, and she gave herself up to The Unfinished Dream.
Chapter Three
She dreamed that she danced alone in the moonlight, that she
fluttered in solitary circles in the moonlight, fascinated and appalled
by the thing she must do to create a Red Rose. She dreamed that she
sang a strange and magic song, a wondrous series of chords, the song
she had so long sought. Pain buoyed her on excruciating wings, then
flung her heavily to earth. The Red Rose was made, and she was
dead.
She groaned and struggled to sit up.
Eyes glinted at her out of pasty whiteness. "That was quite a
pasonly more de seul than de deux," said The
Student.
She looked about in uneasy wonder.
They were sitting together on a marble bench before a
fountain. Behind them was a curved walk bounded by a high wall covered
with climbing green, dotted here and there with white.
She put her hand to her forehead. "Where are we?"
"This is White Rose Park."
"How did I get here?"
"You danced in on your own two feet through the archway
yonder."
"I don't remember..."
"I thought perhaps you were trying to lend a bit of realism
to the part. But you're early."
"What do you mean?"
"There are only white roses growing in here, and even
they won't be in full bloom for another month. In late June
they'll be a real spectacle. You mean you didn't know about this little
park?"
"No. I've never even been in the Via before. And yet..."
"And yet what?"
She hadn't been able to tell anyonenot even Matt
Bellwhat she was now going to tell this man, an utter stranger,
her companion of an hour. He had to be told because, somehow, he too
was caught up in the dream ballet.
She began haltingly. "Perhaps I do know about this
place. Perhaps someone told me about it, and the information got buried
in my subconscious mind until I wanted a white rose. There's really
something behind my ballet that Dr. Bell didn't tell you. He couldn't,
because I'm the only one who knows. The Rose music comes from my
dreams. Only, a better word is nightmares. Every night the score starts
from the beginning. In the dream, I dance. Every night, for months and
months, there was a little more music, a little more dancing. I tried
to get it out of my head, but I couldn't. I started writing it down,
the music and the choreography."
The man's unsmiling eyes were fixed on her face in deep
absorption.
Thus encouraged, she continued. "For the past several nights
I have dreamed almost the complete ballet, right up to the death of the
nightingale. I suppose I identify myself so completely with the
nightingale that I subconsciously censor her song as she presses her
breast against the thorn on the white rose. That's where I always
awakened, or at least, always did before tonight. But I think I heard
the music tonight. It's a series of chords...thirty-eight chords, I
believe. The first nineteen were frightful, but the second nineteen
were marvelous. Everything was too real to wake up. The Student, The
Nightingale, The White Roses."
But now the man threw back his head and laughed raucously.
"You ought to see a psychiatrist!"
Anna bowed her head humbly.
"Oh, don't take it too hard," he said. "My wife's even after
me to see a psychiatrist."
"Really?" Anna was suddenly alert. "What seems to be wrong
with you? I mean, what does she object to?"
"In general, my laziness. In particular, it seems I've
forgotten how to read and write." He gave her widening eyes a sidelong
look. "I'm a perfect parasite, too. Haven't done any real work in
months. What would you call it if you couldn't work until you
had the final measures of the Rose, and you kept waiting, and
nothing happened?"
"Hell."
He was glumly silent.
Anna asked, hesitantly, yet with a growing certainty. "This
thing you're waiting for...might it have anything to do with the
ballet? Or to phrase it from your point of view, do you think the
completion of my ballet may help answer your problem?"
"Might. Couldn't say."
She continued quietly. "You're going to have to face it
eventually, you know. Your psychiatrist is going to ask you. How will
you answer?"
"I won't. I'll tell him to go to the devil."
"How can you be so sure he's a he?"
"Oh? Well, if he's a she, she might be willing to pose
al fresco an hour or so. The model shortage is quite grave you
know, with all of the little dears trying to be painters."
"But if she doesn't have a good figure?"
"Well, maybe her face has some interesting possibilities.
It's a rare woman who's a total physical loss."
Anna's voice was very low. "But what if all of her
were very ugly? What if your proposed psychiatrist were me, Mr. Ruy
Jacques?"
His great dark eyes blinked, then his lips pursed and
exploded into insane laughter. He stood up suddenly. "Come, my dear,
whatever your name is, and let the blind lead the blind."
"Anna van Tuyl," she told him, smiling.
She took his arm. Together they strolled around the arc of
the walk toward the entrance arch.
She was filled with a strange contentment.
Over the green-crested wall at her left, day was about to
break, and from the Via came the sound of groups of diehard revelers,
breaking up and drifting away, like specters at cock-crow. The cheerful
clatter of milk bottles got mixed up in it somehow.
They paused at the archway while the man kicked at the seat
of the pants of a specter whom dawn had returned to slumber beneath the
arch. The sleeper cursed and stumbled to his feet in bleary
indignation.
"Excuse us, Willie," said Anna's companion, motioning for her
to step through.
She did, and the creature of the night at once dropped into
his former sprawl.
Anna cleared her throat. "Where now?"
"At this point I must cease to be a gentleman. I'm
returning to the studio for some sleep, and you can't come. For, if
your physical energy is inexhaustible, mine is not." He raised a hand
as her startled mouth dropped open. "Please, dear Anna, don't insist.
Some other night, perhaps."
"Why you"
"Tut tut." He turned a little and kicked again at the
sleeping man. "I'm not an utter cad, you know. I would never abandon a
weak, frail, unprotected woman in the Via."
She was too amazed now even to splutter.
Ruy Jacques reached down and pulled the drunk up against the
wall of the arch, where he held him firmly. "Dr. Anna van Tuyl, may I
present Willie the Cork."
The Cork grinned at her in unfocused somnolence.
"Most people call him the Cork because, that's what seals in
the bottle's contents," said Jacques. "I call him the Cork
because he's always bobbing up. He looks like a bum, but that's just
because he's a good actor. He's really a Security man tailing me at my
wife's request, and he'd only be too delighted for a little further
conversation with you. A cheery good morning to you both!"
A milk truck wheeled around the corner. Jacques leaped for
its running board, and he was gone before the psychiatrist could voice
the protest boiling up in her.
A gurgling sigh at her feet drew her eyes down momentarily.
The Cork was apparently bobbing once more on his own private alcoholic
ocean.
Anna snorted in mingled disgust and amusement, then hailed a
cab. As she slammed the door, she took one last look at Willie. Not
until the cab rounded the corner and cut off his muffled snores did she
realize that people usually don't snore with their eyes half-opened and
looking at you, especially with eyes no longer blurred with sleep, but
hard and glinting.
Chapter Four
Twelve hours later, in another cab and in a different part of
the city, Anna peered absently out at the stream of traffic. Her mind
was on the coming conference with Martha Jacques. Only twelve hours ago
Mrs. Jacques had been just a bit of necessary case history. Twelve
hours ago Anna hadn't really cared whether Mrs. Jacques followed Bell's
recommendation and gave her the case. Now it was all different. She
wanted the case, and she was going to get it.
Ruy Jacqueshow many hours awaited her with this amazing
scoundrel, this virtuoso of liberalnay, loosearts, who held
locked within his remarkable mind the missing pieces of their joint
jigsaw puzzle of The Rose?
That jeering, mocking facewhat would it look like
without makeup? Very ugly, she hoped. Beside his, her own face wasn't
too bad.
Onlyhe was married, and she was en route at this moment
to discuss preliminary matters with his wife, who, even if she no
longer loved him, at least had prior rights to him. There were
considerations of professional ethics even in thinking about him. Not
that she could ever fall in love with him or any other patient.
Particularly with one who had treated her so cavalierly. Willie the
Cork, indeed!
As she waited in the cold silence of the great ante-chamber
adjoining the office of Martha Jacques, Anna sensed that she was being
watched. She was quite certain that by now she'd been photographed,
x-rayed for hidden weapons, and her fingerprints taken from her
professional card. In colossal central police files a thousand miles
away, a bored clerk would be leafing through her dossier for the
benefit of Colonel Grade's visigraph in the office beyond.
In a moment
"Dr. van Tuyl to see Mrs. Jacques. Please enter door B-3,"
said the tinny voice of the intercom.
She followed a guard to the door, which he opened for
her.
This room was smaller. At the far end a woman, a very lovely
woman, whom she took to be Martha Jacques, sat peering in deep
abstraction at something on the desk before her. Beside the desk, and
slightly to the rear, a moustached man in plain clothes stood,
reconnoitering Anna with hawk-like eyes. The description fitted what
Anna had heard of Colonel Grade, Chief of the National Security
Bureau.
Grade stepped forward and introduced himself curtly, then
presented Anna to Mrs. Jacques.
And then the psychiatrist found her eyes fastened to a sheet
of paper on Mrs. Jacques' desk. And as she stared, she felt a sharp
dagger of ice sinking into her spine, and she grew slowly aware of a
background of brooding whispers in her mind, heart-constricting in
their suggestions of mental disintegration.
For the thing drawn on the paper, in red ink,
wasalthough warped, incomplete, and misshapenunmistakably a
rose.
"Mrs. Jacques!" cried Grade.
Martha Jacques must have divined simultaneously Anna's great
interest in the paper. With an apologetic murmur she turned it face
down. "Security regulations, you know. I'm really supposed to keep it
locked up in the presence of visitors." Even a murmur could not hide
the harsh metallic quality of her voice.
So that was why the famous Sciomnia formula was
sometimes called the "Jacques Rosette": when traced in an
ever-expanding wavering red spiral in polar coordinates, it was...a Red
Rose.
The explanation brought at once a feeling of relief and a
sinister deepening of the sense of doom that had overshadowed her for
months. So you, too, she thought wonderingly, seek The Rose. Your
artist-husband is wretched for want of it, and now you. But do you seek
the same rose? Is the rose of the scientist the true rose, and Ruy
Jacques' the false? What is the rose? Will I ever know?
Grade broke in. "Your brilliant reputation is deceptive, Dr.
van Tuyl. From Dr. Bell's description, we had pictured you as an older
woman."
"Yes," said Martha Jacques, studying her curiously. "We
really had in mind an older woman, one less likely to...to"
"To involve your husband emotionally?"
"Exactly," said Grade. "Mrs. Jacques must have her mind
completely free from distractions. However"he turned to the woman
scientist"it is my studied opinion that we need not anticipate
difficulty from Dr. van Tuyl on that account."
Anna felt her throat and cheeks going hot as Mrs. Jacques
nodded in damning agreement: "I think you're right, Colonel."
"Of course," said Grade, "Mr. Jacques may not accept
her."
"That remains to be seen," said Martha Jacques. "He might
tolerate a fellow artist." To Anna: "Dr. Bell tells us that you compose
music, or something like that?"
"Something like that," nodded Anna. She wasn't worried. It
was a question of waiting. This woman's murderous jealousy, though it
might some day destroy her, at the moment concerned her not a whit.
Colonel Grade said: "Mrs. Jacques has probably warned you
that her husband is somewhat eccentric; he may be somewhat difficult to
deal with at times. On this account, the Security Bureau is prepared to
triple your fee, if we find you acceptable."
Anna nodded gravely. Ruy Jacques and money, too!
"For most of your consultations you'll have to track him
down," said Martha Jacques. "He'll never come to you. But considering
what we're prepared to pay, this inconvenience should be
immaterial."
Anna thought briefly of that fantastic creature who had
singled her out of a thousand faces. "That will be satisfactory. And
now, Mrs. Jacques, for my preliminary orientation, suppose you describe
some of the more striking behaviorisms that you've noted in your
husband."
"Certainly. Dr. Bell, I presume, has already told you that
Ruy has lost the ability to read and write. Ordinarily that's
indicative of advanced dementia praecox, isn't it? However, I think Mr.
Jacques' case presents a more complicated picture, and my own guess is
schizophrenia rather than dementia. The dominant and most frequently
observed psyche is a megalomanic phase, during which he tends to
harangue his listeners on various odd subjects. We've picked up some of
these speeches on a hidden recorder and made a Zipf analysis of the
word-frequencies."
Anna's brows creased dubiously. "A Zipf count is pretty
mechanical."
"But scientific, undeniably scientific. I have made a careful
study of the method, and can speak authoritatively. Back in the
forties, Zipf of Harvard proved that in a representative sample of
English, the interval separating the repetition of the same word was
inversely proportional to its frequency. He provided a mathematical
formula for something previously known only qualitatively: that a
too-soon repetition of the same or similar sound is distracting and
grating to the cultured mind. If we must say the same thing in the next
paragraph, we avoid repetition with an appropriate synonym. But not the
schizophrenic. His disease disrupts his higher centers of association,
and certain discriminating neural networks are no longer available for
his writing and speech. He has no compunction against immediate and
continuous tonal repetition."
"A rose is a rose is a rose..." murmured Anna.
"Eh? How did you know what this transcription was about? Oh,
you were just quoting Gertrude Stein? Well, I've read about her, and
she proves my point. She admitted that she wrote under autohypnosis,
which we'd call a light case of schizo. But she could be normal, too.
My husband never is. He goes on like this all the time. This was
transcribed from one of his monologues. Just listen:
" 'Behold, Willie, through yonder window the symbol of your
mistress's defeat: The Rose! The rose, my dear Willie, grows not in
murky air. The smoky metropolis of yester-year drove it to the country.
But now, with the unsullied skyline of your atomic age, the red rose
returns. How mysterious, Willie, that the rose continues to offer
herself to us dull, plodding humans. We see nothing in her but a pretty
flower. Her regretful thorns forever declare our inept clumsiness, and
her lack of honey chides our gross sensuality. Ah, Willie, let us
become as birds! For only the winged can eat the fruit of the rose and
spread her pollen...' "
Mrs. Jacques looked up at Anna. "Did you keep count? He used
the word 'rose' no less than five times, when once or twice was
sufficient. He certainly had no lack of mellifluous synonyms at his
disposal, such as 'red flower', 'thorned plant', and so on. And instead
of saying 'the red rose returns' he should have said something like 'it
comes back'."
"And lose the triple alliteration?" said Anna, smiling. "No,
Mrs. Jacques, I'd re-examine that diagnosis very critically. Everyone
who talks like a poet isn't necessarily insane."
A tiny bell began to jangle on a massive metal door the
right-hand wall.
"A message for me," growled Grade. "Let it wait."
"We don't mind," said Anna, "if you want to have it sent
in."
"It isn't that. That's my private door, and I'm the only one
who knows the combination. But I told them not to interrupt us, unless
it dealt with this specific interview."
Anna thought of the eyes of Willie the Cork, hard and
glistening. Suddenly she knew that Ruy Jacques had not been joking
about the identity of the man. Was the Cork's report just now getting
on her dossier? Mrs. Jacques wasn't going to like it. Suppose they
turned her down. Would she dare seek out Ruy Jacques under the noses of
Grade's trigger men?
"Damn that fool," muttered Grade. "I left strict orders about
being disturbed. Excuse me."
He strode angrily toward the door. After a few seconds of
dial manipulation, he turned the handle and pulled it inward. A hand
thrust something metallic at him. Anna caught whispers. She fought down
a feeling of suffocation as Grade opened the cassette and read the
message.
The Security officer walked leisurely back toward them. He
stroked his moustache coolly, handed the bit of paper to Martha
Jacques, then clasped his hands behind his back. For a moment he looked
like a glowering bronze statue. "Dr. van Tuyl, you didn't tell us that
you were already acquainted with Mr. Jacques. Why?"
"You didn't ask me."
Martha Jacques said harshly: "That answer is hardly
satisfactory. How long have you known Mr. Jacques? I want to get to the
bottom of this."
"I met him last night for the first time in the Via Rosa. We
danced. That's all. The whole thing was purest coincidence."
"You are his lover," accused Martha Jacques.
Anna colored. "You flatter me, Mrs. Jacques.
Grade coughed. "She's right, Mrs. Jacques. I see no sex-based
espionage."
"Then maybe it's even subtler," said Martha Jacques. "These
platonic females are still worse, because they sail under false colors.
She's after Ruy, I tell you."
"I assure you," said Anna, "that your reaction comes as a
complete surprise to me. Naturally, I shall withdraw from the case at
once."
"But it doesn't end with that," said Grade curtly. "The
national safety may depend on Mrs. Jacques' peace of mind during the
coming weeks. I must ascertain your relation with Mr. Jacques.
And I must warn you that if a compromising situation exists, the
consequences will be most unpleasant." He picked up the telephone.
"Grade. Get me the O.D."
Anna's palms were uncomfortably wet and sticky. She wanted to
wipe them on the sides of her dress, but then decided it would be
better to conceal all signs of nervousness.
Grade barked into the mouthpiece. "Hello! That you, Packard?
Send me"
Suddenly the room vibrated with the shattering impact of
massive metal on metal.
The three whirled toward the sound.
A stooped, loudly dressed figure was walking away from the
great and inviolate door of Colonel Grade, drinking in with sardonic
amusement the stuporous faces turned to him. It was evident he had just
slammed the door behind him with all his strength.
Insistent squeakings from the teleset stirred Grade into a
feeble response. "Never mind...it's Mr. Jacques..."
Chapter Five
The swart ugliness of that face verged on the sublime. Anna
observed for the first time the two horn-like protuberances on his
forehead, which the man made no effort to conceal. His black woolen
beret was cocked jauntily over one horn; the other, the visible one,
bulged even more than Anna's horns, and to her fascinated eyes he
appeared as some Greek satyr; Silenus with an eternal hangover, or Pan
wearying of fruitless pursuit of fleeting nymphs. It was the face of a
cynical post-gaol Wilde, of a Rimbaud, of a Goya turning his brush in
saturnine glee from Spanish grandees to the horror-world of
Ensayos.
Like a phantom voice, Matthew Bell's cryptic prediction
seemed to float into her ears again: "...much in common...more than you
guess
"
There was so little time to think. Ruy Jacques must have
recognized her frontal deformities even while that tassellated
mortar-board of his Student costume had prevented her from seeing his.
He must have identified her as a less advanced case of his own disease.
Had he foreseen the turn of events here? Was he here to protect the
only person on earth who might help him? That wasn't like him. He just
wasn't the sensible type. She got the uneasy impression that he was
here solely for his own amusementsimply to make fools of the
three of them.
Grade began to sputter. "Now see here, Mr. Jacques. It's
impossible to get in through that door. It's my private entrance. I
changed the combination myself only this morning." The moustache
bristled indignantly. "I must ask the meaning of this."
"Pray do, Colonel, pray do."
"Well, then, what is the meaning of this?"
"None, Colonel. Have you no faith in your own syllogisms? No
one can open your private door but you. Q.E.D. No one did. I'm not
really here. No smiles? Tsk tsk! Paragraph 6, p. 840 of the Manual of
Permissible Military Humor officially recognizes the paradox."
"There's no such publication" stormed Grade.
But Jacques brushed him aside. He seemed now to notice Anna
for the first time, and bowed with exaggerated punctilio. "My profound
apologies, madame. You were standing so still, so quiet, that I mistook
you for a rose bush." He beamed at each in turn. "Now isn't this
delightful? I feel like a literary lion. It's the first time in my life
that my admirers ever met for the express purpose of discussing my
work."
How could he know that we were discussing his "composition,"
wondered Anna. And how did he open the door?
"If you'd eavesdropped long enough," said Martha Jacques,
"you'd have learned we weren't admiring your 'prose poem'. In fact, I
think it's pure nonsense."
No, thought Anna, he couldn't have eavesdropped, because we
didn't talk about his speech after Grade opened the door. There's
something herein this roomthat tells him.
"You don't even think it's poetry?" repeated Jacques,
wide-eyed. "Martha, coming from one with your scientificaIly developed
poetical sense, this is utterly damning."
"There are certain well recognized approaches to the
appreciation of poetry," said Martha Jacques doggedly. "You ought to
have the autoscanner read you some books on the aesthetic laws of
language. It's all there."
The artist blinked in great innocence. "What's all
there?"
"Scientific rules for analyzing poetry. Take the mood of a
poem. You can very easily learn whether it's gay or somber just by
comparing the proportion of low-pitched vowelsu and
o, that isto the high-pitched vowelsa,
e and i."
"Well, what do you know about that!" He turned a wondering
face to Anna. "And she's right! Come to think of it, in Milton's
L'Allegro, most of the vowels are high-pitched, while in his
Il Penseroso, they're mostly low-pitched. Folks, I believe we've
finally found a yardstick for genuine poetry. No longer must we
flounder in poetastical soup. Now let's see." He rubbed his chin in
blank-faced thoughtfulness. "Do you know, for years I've considered
Swinburne's lines mourning Charles Baudelaire to be the distillate of
sadness. But that, of course, was before I had heard of Martha's
scientific approach, and had to rely solely on my unsophisticated,
untrained, uninformed feelings. How stupid I was! For the thing is
crammed with high-pitched vowels, and long e dominates: 'thee",
'sea', 'weave', 'eve', 'heat', 'sweet', 'feet'..." He struck his brow
as if in sudden comprehension. "Why, it's gay! I must set it to a
snappy polka!"
"Drivel," sniffed Martha Jacques. "Science"
"is simply a parasitical, adjectival, and useless
occupation devoted to the quantitative restatement of Art," finished
the smiling Jacques. "Science is functionally sterile; it creates
nothing; it says nothing new. The scientist can never be more than a
humble camp-follower of the artist. There exists no scientific truism
that hasn't been anticipated by creative art. The examples are endless.
Uccello worked out mathematically the laws of perspective in the
fifteenth century; but Kallicrates applied the same laws two thousand
years before in designing the columns of the Parthenon. The Curies
thought they invented the idea of 'half-life'of a thing vanishing
in proportion to its residue. The Egyptians tuned their lyre-strings to
dampen according to the same formula. Napier thought he invented
logarithmsentirely overlooking the fact that the Roman brass
workers flared their trumpets to follow a logarithmic curve."
"You're deliberately selecting isolated examples," retorted
Martha Jacques.
"Then suppose you name a few so-called scientific
discoveries," replied the man. "I'll prove they were scooped by an
artist, every time."
"I certainly shall. How about Boyle's gas law? I suppose
you'll say Praxiteles knew all along that gas pressure runs inversely
proportional to its volume at a given temperature?"
"I expected something more sophisticated. That one's too
easy. Boyle's gas law, Hooke's law of springs, Galileo's law of
pendulums, and a host of similar hogwash simply state that compression,
kinetic energy, or whatever name you give it, is inversely proportional
to its reduced dimensions, and is proportional to the amount of its
displacement in the total system. Or, as the artist says, impact
results from, and is proportional to, displacement of an object within
its milieu. Could the final couplet of a Shakespearean sonnet enthrall
us if our minds hadn't been conditioned, held in check, and compressed
in suspense by the preceding fourteen lines? Note how cleverly Donne's
famous poem builds up to its crash line, 'It tolls for thee!' By blood,
sweat, and genius, the Elizabethans lowered the entropy of their
creations in precisely the same manner, and with precisely the same
result, as when Boyle compressed his gases. And the method was long old
when they were young. It was old when the Ming artists were
painting the barest suggestions of landscapes on the disproportionate
backgrounds of their vases. The Shah Jahan was aware of it when he
designed the long eye-restraining reflecting pool before the Taj Mahal.
The Greek tragedians knew it. Sophocles' Oedipus is still
unparalleled in its suspensive pacing toward climax. Solomon's imported
Chaldean architects knew the effect to be gained by spacing the Holy of
Holies at a distance from the temple pylae, and the Cro-Magnard
magicians with malice aforethought painted their marvellous animal
scenes only in the most inaccessible crannies of their limestone
caves."
Martha Jacques smiled coldly. "Drivel, drivel, drivel. But
never mind. One of these days soon I'll produce evidence you'll be
forced to admit art can't touch."
"If you're talking about Sciomnia, there's real
nonsense for you," countered Jacques amiably. "Really, Martha, it's a
frightful waste of time to reconcile biological theory with the unified
field theory of Einstein, which itself merely reconciles the relativity
and quantum theories, a futile gesture in the first place. Before
Einstein announced his unified theory in 1949, the professors
handled the problem very neatly. They taught the quantum theory on
Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays and the relativity theory on Tuesdays,
Thursdays and Saturdays. On the Sabbath they rested in front of their
television sets. What's the good of Sciomnia, anyway?"
"It's the final summation of all physical and biological
knowledge," retorted Martha Jacques. "And as such, Sciomnia represents
the highest possible aim of human endeavor. Man's goal in life is to
understand his environment, to analyze it to the last iotato know
what he controls. The first person to understand Sciomnia may well rule
not only this planet, but the whole galaxynot that he'd want to,
but he could. That person may not be mebut will certainly be a
scientist, and not an irresponsible artist."
"But, Martha," protested Jacques. "Where did you pick up such
a weird philosophy? The highest aim of man is not to analyze,
but to synthesizeto create. If you ever solve all of the
nineteen sub-equations of Sciomnia, you'll be at a dead end. There'll
be nothing left to analyze. As Dr. Bell the psychogeneticist says,
overspecialization, be it mental, as in the human scientist, or dental,
as in the saber-tooth tiger, is just a synonym for extinction. But if
we continue to create, we shall eventually discover how to
transcend"
Grade coughed, and Martha Jacques cut in tersely: "Never mind
what Dr. Bell says. Ruy, have you ever seen this woman before?"
"The rose bush? Hmm." He stepped over to Anna and looked
squarely down at her face. She flushed and looked away. He circled her
in slow, critical appraisal, like a prospective buyer in a slave market
of ancient Baghdad. "Hmm," he repeated doubtfully.
Anna breathed faster; her cheeks were the hue of beets. But
she couldn't work up any sense of indignity. On the contrary, there was
something illogically delicious about being visually pawed and handled
by this strange leering creature.
Then she jerked visibly. What hypnotic insanity was this?
This man held her life in the palm of his hand. If he acknowledged her,
the vindictive creature who passed as his wife would crush her
professionally. If he denied her, they'd know he was lying to save
herand the consequences might prove even less pleasant. And what
difference would her ruin make to him? She had sensed at once
his monumental selfishness. And even if that conceit, that gorgeous
self-love urged him to preserve her for her hypothetical value in
finishing up the Rose score, she didn't see how he was going to manage
it.
"Do you recognize her, Mr. Jacques," demanded Grade.
"I do," came the solemn reply.
Anna stiffened.
Martha Jacques smiled thinly. "Who is she?"
"Miss Ethel Twinkham, my old spelling teacher. How are you,
Miss Twinkham? What brings you out of retirement?"
"I'm not Miss Twinkham," said Anna dryly. "My name is Anna
van Tuyl. For your information, we met last night in the Via Rosa."
"Oh! Of course!" He laughed happily. "I seem to remember now,
quite indistinctly. And I want to apologize, Miss Twinkham. My behavior
was execrable, I suppose. Anyway, if you will just leave the bill for
damages with Mrs. Jacques, her lawyer will take care of everything. You
can even throw in ten per cent, for mental anguish."
Anna felt like clapping her hands in glee. The whole Security
office was no match for this fiend.
"You're getting last night mixed up with the night before,"
snapped Martha Jacques. "You met Miss van Tuyl last night. You were
with her several hours. Don't lie about it."
Again Ruy Jacques peered earnestly into Anna's face. He
finally shook his head. "Last night? Well, I can't deny it. Guess
you'll have to pay up, Martha. Her face is familiar, but I just
can't remember what I did to make her mad. The bucket of paint and the
slumming dowager was last week, wasn't it?"
Anna smiled. "You didn't injure me. We simply danced together
on the square, that's all. I'm here at Mrs. Jacques' request." From the
corner of her eye she watched Martha Jacques and the colonel exchange
questioning glances, as if to say, "Perhaps there is really nothing
between them."
But the scientist was not completely satisfied. She turned
her eyes on her husband. "It's a strange coincidence that you should
come just at this time. Exactly why are you here, if not to
becloud the issue of this woman and your future psychiatrical
treatment? Why don't you answer? What is the matter with you?"
For Ruy Jacques stood there, swaying like a stricken satyr,
his eyes coals of pain in a face of anguish flames. He contorted
backward once, as though attempting to placate furious fangs tearing at
the hump on his back.
Anna leaped to catch him as he collapsed.
He lay cupped in her lap moaning voicelessly. Something in
his hump, which lay against her left breast, seethed and raged like a
genie locked in a bottle.
"Colonel Grade," said the psychiatrist quietly, "you will
order an ambulance. I must analyze this pain syndrome at the clinic
immediately."
Ruy Jacques was hers.
Chapter Six
"Thanks awfully for coming, Matt," said Anna warmly.
"Glad to, honey." He looked down at the prone figure on the
clinic cot. "How's our friend?"
"Still unconscious, and under general analgesic. I called you
in because I want to air some ideas about this man that scare me when I
think about them alone."
The psychogeneticist adjusted his spectacles with elaborate
casualness. "Really? Then you think you've found what's wrong with him?
Why he can't read or write?"
"Does it have to be something wrong?"
"What else would you call it? A...gift?"
She studied him narrowly. "I mightand you mightif
he got something in return for his loss. That would depend on whether
there was a net gain, wouldn't it? And don't pretend you don't know
what I'm talking about. Let's get it out in the open. You've known the
Jacquesesboth of themfor years. You had me put on his case
because you think he and I might find in the mind and body of the other
a mutual solution to our identical aberrations. Well?"
Bell tapped imperturbably at his cigar. "As you say, the
question is, whether he got enough in returnenough to compensate
for his lost skills."
She gave him a baffled look. "All right, then, I'll do the
talking. Ruy Jacques opened Grade's private door, when Grade alone knew
the combination. And when he got in the room with us, he knew what we
had been talking about. It was just as though it had all been written
out for him, somehow. You'd have thought the lock combination had been
pasted on the door, and that he'd looked over a transcript of our
conversation."
"Only, he can't read," observed Bell.
"You mean, he can't read...writing?"
"What else is there?"
"Possibly some sort of thought residuum...in things.
Perhaps some message in the metal of Grade's door, and in certain
objects in the room." She watched him closely. "I see you aren't
surprised. You've known this all along."
"I admit nothing. You, on the other hand, must admit that
your theory of thought-reading is superficially fantastic."
"So would writing beto a Neanderthal cave dweller. But
tell me, Matt, where do our thoughts go after we think them? What is
the extra-cranial fate of those feeble, intricate electric oscillations
we pick up on the encephalograph? We know they can and do penetrate the
skull, that they can pass through bone, like radio waves. Do they go on
out into the universe forever? Or do dense substances like Grade's door
eventually absorb them all? Do they set up their wispy patterns in
metals, which then begin to vibrate in sympathy, like piano wires
responding to a noise?"
Bell drew heavily on his cigar. "Seriously, I don't know. But
I will say this: your theory is not inconsistent with certain
psychogenetic predictions."
"Such as?"
"Eventual telemusical communication of all thought. The
encephalograph, you know, looks oddly like a musical sound track. Oh,
we can't expect to convert overnight to communication of pure thought
by pure music. Naturally, crude transitional forms will intervene. But
any type of direct idea transmission that involves the sending
and receiving of rhythm and modulation as such is a cut higher than
communication in a verbal medium, and may be a rudimentary step upward
toward true musical communion, just as dawn man presaged true words
with allusive, onomatopoeic monosyllables."
"There's your answer, then," said Anna. "Why should Ruy
Jacques trouble to read, when every bit of metal around him is an open
book?" She continued speculatively, "You might look at it this way. Our
ancestors forgot how to swing through the trees when they learned how
to walk erect. Their history is recapitulated in our very young. Almost
immediately after birth, a human infant can hang by his hands,
ape-like. And then, after a week or so, he forgets what no human infant
ever really needed to know. So now Ruy forgets how to read. A great
pity. Perhaps. But if the world were peopled with Ruys, they wouldn't
need to know how, for after the first few years of infancy, they'd
learn to use their metal-empathic sense. They might even say, 'It's all
very nice to be able to read and write and swing about in trees when
you're quite young, but after all, one matures'."
She pressed a button on the desk slide viewer that sat on a
table by the artist's bed. "This is a radiographic slide of Ruy's
cerebral hemispheres as viewed from above, probably old stuff to you.
It shows that the 'horns' are not mere localized growths in the
prefrontal area, but extend as slender tracts around the respective
hemispheric peripheries to the visuo-sensory area of the occipital
lobes, where they turn and enter the cerebral interior, there to merge
in an enlarged ball-like juncture at a point over the cerebellum where
the pineal 'eye' is ordinarily found."
"But the pineal is completely missing in the slide," demurred
Bell.
"That's the question," countered Anna. "Is the pineal
absentor, are the 'horns' actually the pineal, enormously
enlarged and bifurcated? I'm convinced that the latter is the fact. For
reasons presently unknown to me, this heretofore small, obscure lobe
has grown, bifurcated, and forced its destructive dual limbs not only
through the soft cerebral tissue concerned with the ability to read,
but also has gone on to skirt half the cerebral circumference to the
forehead, where even the hard frontal bone of the skull has softened
under its pressure." She looked at Bell closely. "I infer that it's
just a question of time before I, too, forget how to read and
write."
Bell's eyes drifted evasively to the immobile face of the
unconscious artist. "But the number of neurons in a given mammalian
brain remains constant after birth," he said. "These cells can throw
out numerous dendrites and create increasingly complex neural patterns
as the subject grows older, but he can't grow any more of the primary
neurons."
"I know. That's the trouble. Ruy can't grow more brain, but
he has." She touched her own 'horns' wonderingly. "And I guess I have,
too. What?"
Following Bell's glance, she bent over to inspect the
artist's face, and started as from a physical blow.
Eyes like anguished talons were clutching hers.
His lips moved, and a harsh whisper swirled about her ears
like a desolate wind: "...The Nightingale...in death...greater beauty
unbearable...but watch...THE ROSE!"
White-faced, Anna staggered backwards through the door.
Chapter Seven
Bell's hurried footsteps were just behind her as she burst
into her office and collapsed on the consultation couch. Her eyes were
shut tight, but over her labored breathing she heard the
psychogeneticist sit down and leisurely light another cigar.
Finally she opened her eyes. "Even you found out
something that time. There's no use asking me what he meant."
"Isn't there? Who will dance the part of The Student on
opening night?"
"Ruy. Only, he will really do little beyond provide support
to the prima ballerina, The Nightingale, that is, at the beginning and
end of the ballet."
"And who plays The Nightingale?"
"Ruy hired a professionalLa Tanid."
Bell blew a careless cloud of smoke toward the ceiling. "Are
you sure you aren't going to take the part?"
"The role is strenuous in the extreme. For me, it would be a
physical impossibility."
"Now."
"What do you meannow?"
He looked at her sharply. "You know very well what I mean.
You know it so well your whole body is quivering. Your ballet premiere
is four weeks offbut you know and I know that Ruy has already
seen it. Interesting." He tapped coolly at his cigar. "Almost as
interesting as your belief he saw you playing the part of The
Nightingale."
Anna clenched her fists. This must be faced rationally. She
inhaled deeply, and slowly let her breath out. "How can even he
see things that haven't happened yet?"
"I don't know for sure. But I can guess, and so could you if
you'd calm down a bit. We do know that the pineal is a residuum of the
single eye that our very remote sea-going ancestors had in the center
of their fishy foreheads. Suppose this fossil eye, now buried deep in
the normal brain, were reactivated. What would we be able to see with
it? Nothing spatial, nothing dependent on light stimuli. But let us
approach the problem inductively. I shut one eye. The other can fix
Anna van Tuyl in a depthless visual plane. But with two eyes I can
follow you stereoscopically, as you move about in space. Thus, adding
an eye adds a dimension. With the pineal as a third eye I should be
able to follow you through time. So Ruy's awakened pineal should permit
him at least a hazy glimpse of the future."
"What a marvelousand terrible gift."
"But not without precedent," said Bell. "I suspect that a
more or less reactivated pineal lies behind every case of clairvoyance
collected in the annals of para-psychology. And I can think of at least
one historical instance in which the pineal has actually tried to
penetrate the forehead, though evidently only in monolobate form. All
Buddhist statues carry a mark on the forehead symbolic of an 'inner
eye'. From what we know now, Buddha's 'inner eye' was something more
than symbolic."
"Granted. But a time-sensitive pineal still doesn't explain
the pain in Ruy's hump. Nor the hump itself, for that matter."
"What," said Bell, "makes you think the hump is anything more
than what it seemsa spinal disease characterized by a growth of
laminated tissue?"
"It's not that simple, and you know it. You're familiar with
'phantom limb' cases, such as where the amputee retains an illusion of
sensation or pain in the amputated hand or foot?"
He nodded.
She continued: "But you know, of course, that amputation
isn't an absolute prerequisite to a 'phantom'. A child born armless may
experience phantom limb sensations for years. Suppose such a child were
thrust into some improbable armless society, and their psychiatrists
tried to cast his sensory pattern into their own mold. How could the
child explain to them the miracle of arms, hands, fingersthings
of which he had occasional sensory intimations, but had never seen, and
could hardly imagine? Ruy's case is analogous. He is four-limbed and
presumably springs from normal stock. Hence the phantom sensations in
his hump point toward a potential organa foreshadowing of
the future, rather than toward memories of a limb once possessed. To
use a brutish example, Ruy is like the tadpole rather than the snake.
The snake had his legs briefly, during the evolutionary recapitulation
of his embryo. The tadpole has yet to shed his tail and develop legs.
But one might assume that each has some faint phantom sensoria of
legs."
Bell appeared to consider this. "That still doesn't account
for Ruy's pain. I wouldn't think the process of growing a tail would be
painful for a tadpole, nor a phantom limb for Ruyif it's inherent
in his physical structure. But be that as it may, from all indications
he is still going to be in considerable pain when that narcotic wears
off. What are you going to do for him then? Section the ganglia
leading to his hump?"
"Certainly not. Then he would never be able to grow
that extra organ. Anyhow, even in normal phantom limb cases, cutting
nerve tissue doesn't help. Excision of neuromas from limb stumps brings
only temporary reliefand may actually aggravate a case of
hyperaesthesia. No, phantom pain sensations are central rather than
peripheral. However, as a temporary analgesic, I shall try a two per
cent solution of novocaine near the proper thoracic ganglia." She
looked at her watch. "We'd better be getting back to him."
Chapter Eight
Anna withdrew the syringe needle from the man's side and
rubbed the last puncture with an alcoholic swab.
"How do you feel, Ruy?" asked Bell.
The woman stooped beside the sterile linens and looked at the
face of the prone man. "He doesn't," she said uneasily. "He's out cold
again."
"Really?" Bell bent over beside her and reached for the man's
pulse. "But it was only two per cent novocaine. Most remarkable."
"I'll order a counter-stimulant," said Anna nervously. "I
don't like this."
"Oh, come, girl. Relax. Pulse and respiration normal. In
fact, I think you're nearer collapse than he. This is very
interesting..." His voice trailed off in musing surmise. "Look, Anna,
there's nothing to keep both of us here. He's in no danger whatever.
I've got to run along. I'm sure you can attend to him."
I know, she thought. You want me to be alone with him.
She acknowledged his suggestion with a reluctant nod of her
head, and the door closed behind his chuckle.
For some moments thereafter she studied in deep abstraction
the regular rise and fall of the man's chest.
So Ruy Jacques had set another medical precedent. He'd
received a local anaesthetic that should have done nothing more than
desensitize the deformed growth in his back for an hour or two. But
here he lay, in apparent coma, just as though under a general cerebral
anaesthetic.
Her frown deepened.
X-ray plates had showed his dorsal growth simply as a
compacted mass of cartilaginous laminated tissue (the same as hers)
penetrated here and there by neural ganglia. In deadening those ganglia
she should have accomplished nothing more than local anaesthetization
of that tissue mass, in the same manner that one anaesthetizes an arm
or leg by deadening the appropriate spinal ganglion. But the actual
result was not local, but general. It was as though one had
administered a mild local to the radial nerve of the forearm to deaden
pain in the hand, but had instead anaesthetized the cerebrum.
And that, of course, was utterly senseless, completely
incredible, because anaesthesia works from the higher neural centers
down, not vice versa. Deadening a certain area of the parietal lobe
could kill sensation in the radial nerve and the hand, but a hypo in
the radial nerve wouldn't knock out the parietal lobe of the cerebrum,
because the parietal organization was neurally superior. Analogously,
anaesthetizing Ruy Jacques' hump shouldn't have deadened his entire
cerebrum, because certainly his cerebrum was to be presumed neurally
superior to that dorsal malformation.
To be presumed...
But with Ruy Jacques, presumptions wereinvalid.
So that was what Bell had wanted her to discover. Like
some sinister reptile of the Mesozoic, Ruy Jacques had two
neural organizations, one in his skull and one on his back, the latter
being superior to, and in some degree controlling, the one in his
skull, just as the cerebral cortex in human beings and other higher
animals assists and screens the work of the less intricate cerebellum,
and just as the cerebellum governs the still more primitive medulla
oblongata in the lower vertebrata, such as in frogs and fishes. In
anaesthetizing his hump, she had disrupted communications in his
highest centers of consciousness, and in anaesthetizing the higher,
dorsal center she had apparently simultaneously deactivated his
"normal" brain.
As full realization came, she grew aware of a curious
numbness in her thighs, and of faint overtones of mingled terror and
awe in the giddy throbbing in her forehead. Slowly, she sank into the
bedside chair.
For as this man was, so must she become. The day lay ahead
when her pineal growths must stretch to the point of disrupting
the grey matter in her occipital lobes, and destroy her ability to
read. And the time must come, too, when her dorsal growth would
inflame her whole body with its anguished writhing, as it had done his,
and try with probable equal futility to burst its bonds.
And all of this must comesoon; before her ballet
premiere, certainly. The enigmatic skein of the future would be
unravelled to her evolving intellect even as it now was to Ruy
Jacques'. She could find all the answers she sought...Dream's end...the
Nightingale's death song...The Rose. And she would find them whether
she wanted to or not.
She groaned uneasily.
At the sound, the man's eyelids seemed to tremble; his
breathing slowed momentarily, then became faster.
She considered this in perplexity. He was unconscious,
certainly; yet he made definite responses to aural stimuli. Possibly
she had anaesthetized neither member of the hypothetical brain-pair,
but had merely cut, temporarily, their lines of intercommunication,
just as one might temporarily disorganize the brain of a laboratory
animal by anaesthetizing the pons Varolii linking the two cranial
hemispheres.
Of one thing she was sure: Ruy Jacques, unconscious, and
temporarily mentally disintegrate, was not going to conform to the
behavior long standardized for other unconscious and disintegrate
mammals. Always one step beyond what she ever expected. Beyond man.
Beyond genius.
She arose quietly and tiptoed the short distance to the
bed.
When her lips were a few inches from the artist's right ear,
she said softly: "What is your name?"
The prone figure stirred uneasily. His eyelids fluttered, but
did not open. His wine-colored lips parted, then shut, then opened
again. His reply was a harsh, barely intelligible whisper: "Zhak."
"What are you doing?"
"Searching..."
"For what?"
"A red rose?"
"There are many red roses."
Again his somnolent, metallic whisper: "No, there is but
one."
She suddenly realized that her own voice was becoming tense,
shrill. She forced it back into a lower pitch. "Think of that rose. Can
you see it?"
"Yes...yes!"
She cried: "What is the rose?"
It seemed that the narrow walls of the room would clamor
forever their outraged metallic modesty, if something hadn't frightened
away their pain. Ruy Jacques opened his eyes and struggled to rise on
one elbow.
On his sweating forehead was a deep frown. But his eyes were
apparently focused on nothing in particular, and despite his seemingly
purposive motor reaction, she knew that actually her question had but
thrown him deeper into his strange spell.
Swaying a little on the dubious support of his right elbow,
he muttered: "You are not the rose...not yet...not yet..."
She gazed at him in shocked stupor as his eyes closed slowly
and he slumped back on the sheet. For a long moment, there was no sound
in the room but his deep and rhythmic breathing.
Without turning from her glum perusal of the clinic grounds
framed in her window, Anna threw the statement over her shoulder as
Bell entered the office. "Your friend Jacques refuses to return for a
check-up. I haven't seen him since he walked out a week ago."
"Is that fatal?"
She turned blood-shot eyes on him. "Not to Ruy."
The man's expression twinkled. "He's your patient, isn't he?
It's your duty to make a house call."
"I certainly shall. I was going to call him on the visor to
make an appointment."
"He doesn't have a visor. Everybody just walks in. There's
something doing in his studio nearly every night. If you're bashful,
I'll be glad to take you."
"No thanks. I'll go aloneearly."
Bell chuckled. "I'll see you tonight."
Chapter Nine
Number 98 was a sad, ramshackled, four-story, plaster-front
affair, evidently thrown up during the materials shortage of the late
forties.
Anna took a deep breath, ignored the unsteadiness of her
knees, and climbed the half dozen steps of the front stoop.
There seemed to be no exterior bell. Perhaps it was inside.
She pushed the door in and the waning evening light followed her into
the hall. From somewhere came a frantic barking, which was immediately
silenced.
Anna peered uneasily up the rickety stairs, then whirled as a
door opened behind her.
A fuzzy canine muzzle thrust itself out of the crack in the
doorway and growled cautiously. And in the same crack, farther up, a
dark wrinkled face looked out at her suspiciously. "Whaddaya want?"
Anna retreated half a step. "Does he bite?"
"Who, Mozart? Nah, he couldn't dent a banana," the creature
added with anile irrelevance. "Ruy gave him to me because Mozart's dog
followed him to the grave."
"Then this is where Mr. Jacques lives?"
"Sure, fourth floor, but you're early." The door opened
wider. "Say, haven't I seen you somewhere before?"
Recognition was simultaneous. It was that animated stack of
purple dresses, the ancient vendress of love philters.
"Come in, dearie," purred the old one, "and I'll mix you up
something special."
"Never mind," said Anna hurriedly. "I've got to see Mr.
Jacques." She turned and ran toward the stairway.
A horrid floating cackle whipped and goaded her flight, until
she stumbled out on the final landing and set up an insensate skirling
on the first door she came to.
From within an irritated voice called: "Aren't you getting a
little tired of that? Why don't you come in and rest your
knuckles?"
"Oh." She felt faintly foolish. "It's meAnna van
Tuyl."
"Shall I take the door off its hinges, doctor?"
Anna turned the knob and stepped inside.
Ruy Jacques stood with his back to her, palette in hand,
facing an easel bathed in the slanting shafts of the setting sun. He
was apparently blocking in a caricature of a nude model lying, face
averted, on a couch beyond the easel.
Anna felt a sharp pang of disappointment. She'd wanted him to
herself a little while. Her glance flicked about the studio.
Framed canvases obscured by dust were stacked willy-nilly
about the walls of the big room. Here and there were bits of statuary.
Behind a nearby screen, the disarray of a cot peeped out at her. Beyond
the screen was a wire-phono. In the opposite wall was a door that
evidently opened into the model's dressing alcove. In the opposite
corner stood a battered electronic piano, which she recognized as the
Fourier audiosynthesizer type.
She gave an involuntary gasp as the figure of a man suddenly
separated from the piano and bowed to her.
Colonel Grade.
So the lovely model with the invisible face must
beMartha Jacques.
There was no possibility of mistake, for now the model had
turned her face a little, and acknowledged Anna's faltering stare with
complacent mockery.
Of all evenings, why did Martha Jacques have to pick
this one?
The artist faced the easel again. His harsh jeer floated back
to the psychiatrist: "Behold the perfect female body!"
Perhaps it was the way he said this that saved her. She had a
fleeting suspicion that he had recognized her disappointment, had
anticipated the depths of her gathering despair, and had deliberately
shaken her back into reality.
In a few words he had borne upon her the idea that his
enormous complex mind contained neither love nor hate, even for his
wife, and that while he found in her a physical perfection suitable for
transference to canvas or marble, that nevertheless he writhed in a
secret torment over this very perfection, as though in essence the
woman's physical beauty simply stated a lack he could not name, and
might never know.
With a wary, futile motion he lay aside his brushes and
palette. "Yes, Martha is perfect, physically and mentally, and knows
it." He laughed brutally. "What she doesn't know, is that frozen beauty
admits of no plastic play of meaning. There's nothing behind
perfection, because it has no meaning but itself."
There was a clamor on the stairs. "Hah!" cried Jacques.
"More early-comers. The word must have got around that Martha
brought the liquor. School's out, Mart. Better hop into the alcove and
get dressed."
Matthew Bell was among the early arrivals. His face lighted
up when he saw Anna, then clouded when he picked out Grade and Martha
Jacques.
Anna noticed that his mouth was twitching worriedly as he
motioned to her.
"What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothingyet. But I wouldn't have let you come if I'd
known they'd be here. Has Martha given you any trouble?"
"No. Why should she? I'm here ostensibly to observe Ruy in my
professional capacity."
"You don't believe that, and if you get careless, she
won't either. So watch your step with Ruy while Martha's around. And
even when she's not around. Too many eyes hereSecurity
menGrade's crew. Just don't let Ruy involve you in anything that
might attract attention. So much for that. Been here long?"
"I was the first guestexcept for her and
Grade."
"Hmm. I should have escorted you. Even though you're his
psychiatrist, this sort of thing sets her to thinking.
"I can't see the harm of coming here alone. It isn't as
though Ruy were going to try to make love to me in front of all these
people."
"That's exactly what it is as though!" He shook his head and
looked about him. "Believe me, I know him better than you. The man is
insane...unpredictable."
Anna felt a tingle of anticipation...or was it of
apprehension? "I'll be careful," she said.
"Then come on. If I can get Martha and Ruy into one of their
eternal Science-versus-Art arguments, I believe they'll forget about
you."
Chapter Ten
"I repeat," said Bell, "we are watching the germination of
another Renaissance. The signs are unmistakable, and should be of great
interest to practicing sociologists and policemen." He turned from the
little group beginning to gather about him and beamed artlessly at the
passing face of Colonel Grade.
Grade paused. "And just what are the signs of a renaissance?"
he demanded.
"Mainly climatic change and enormously increased leisure,
Colonel. Either alone can make a big differencecombined, the
result is multiplicative rather than additive."
Anna watched Bell's eyes rove the room and join with those of
Martha Jacques, as he continued: "Take temperature. In seven thousand
B.C. homo sapiens, even in the Mediterranean area, was a
shivering nomad; fifteen or twenty centuries later a climatic upheaval
had turned Mesopotamia, Egypt and the Yangste valley into garden spots,
and the first civilizations were born. Another warm period extending
over several centuries and ending about twelve hundred A.D. launched
the Italian Renaissance and the great Ottoman culture, before the
temperature started falling again. Since the middle of the seventeenth
century, the mean temperature of New York City has been increasing at
the rate of about one-tenth of a degree per year. In another century,
palm trees will be commonplace on Fifth Avenue." He broke off and bowed
benignantly. "Hello, Mrs. Jacques. I was just mentioning that in past
renaissances, mild climates and bounteous crops gave man leisure to
think, and to create."
When the woman shrugged her shoulders and made a gesture as
though to walk on, Bell continued hurriedly: "Yes, those
renaissances gave us the Parthenon, The Last Supper, the Taj
Mahal. Then, the artist was supreme. But this time it
might not happen that way, because we face a simultaneous technologic
and climatic optimum. Atomic energy has virtually abolished labor as
such, but without the international leavening of common art that united
the first Egyptian, Sumerian, Chinese and Greek cities. Without pausing
to consolidate his gains, the scientist rushes on to greater things, to
Sciomnia, and to a Sciomnic power source"he exchanged a sidelong
look with the woman scientist"a machine which, we are informed,
may overnight fling man toward the nearer stars. When that day comes,
the artist is through...unless..."
"Unless what?" asked Martha Jacques coldly.
"Unless this Renaissance, sharpened and intensified as it has
been by its double maxima of climate and science, is able to force a
response comparable to that of the Aurignacean Renaissance of
twenty-five thousand B.C., to wit, the flowering of the Cro-Magnon, the
first of the modern men. Wouldn't it be ironic if our greatest
scientist solved Sciomnia, only to come a cropper at the hands of what
may prove to be one of the first primitive specimens of homo
superiorher husband?"
Anna watched with interest as the psychogeneticist smiled
engagingly at Martha Jacques' frowning face, while at the same time he
looked beyond her to catch the eye of Ruy Jacques, who was plinking in
apparent aimlessness at the keyboard of the Fourier piano.
Martha Jacques said curtly: "I'm afraid, Dr. Bell, that I
can't get too excited about your Renaissance. When you come right down
to it, local humanity, whether dominated by art or science, is nothing
but a temporary surface scum on a primitive backwoods planet."
Bell nodded blandly. "To most scientists Earth is admittedly
commonplace. Psychogeneticists, on the other hand, consider this planet
and its people one of the wonders of the universe."
"Really?" asked Grade. "And just what have we got here that
they don't have on Betelgeuse?"
"Three things," replied Bell. "OneEarth's atmosphere
has enough carbon dioxide to grow the forest-spawning grounds of man's
primate ancestors, thereby ensuring an unspecialized, quasi-erect,
manually-activated species capable of indefinite psychophysical
development. It might take the saurian life of a desert planet another
billion years to evolve an equal physical and mental structure.
Twothat same atmosphere had a surface pressure of 760 mm of
mercury and a mean temperature of about 25 degrees
Centigradeexcellent conditions for the transmission of sound,
speech, and song; and those early men took to it like a duck to water.
Compare the difficulty of communication by direct touching of antennae,
as the arthropodic pseudo-homindal citizens of certain airless worlds
must do. Threethe solar spectrum within its very short frequency
range of 760 to 390 millimicrons offers seven colors of remarkable
variety and contrast, which our ancestors quickly made their own. From
the beginning, they could see that they moved in multichrome beauty.
Consider the ultra-sophisticate dwelling in a dying sun systemand
pity him for he can see only red and a little infra red."
"If that's the only difference," snorted Grade, "I'd say you
psychogeneticists were getting worked up over nothing!"
Bell smiled past him at the approaching figure of Ruy
Jacques. "You may be right, of course, Colonel, but I think you're
missing the point. To the psychogeneticist it appears that terrestrial
environment is promoting the evolution of a most extraordinary
beinga type of homo whose energies beyond the barest
necessities are devoted to strange, unproductive activities. And to
what end? We don't knowyet. But we can guess. Give a
psychogeneticist Eohippus and the grassy plains, and he'd predict the
modem horse. Give him archeopteryx and a dense atmosphere, and he could
imagine the swan. Give him h. sapiens and a two-day work week,
or better yet, Ruy Jacques and a no-day work week, and what will he
predict?"
"The poorhouse?" asked Jacques, sorrowfully.
Bell laughed. "Not quite. An evolutionary spurt, rather. As
sapiens turns more and more into his abstract world of the arts,
music in particular, the psychogeneticist foresees increased
communication in terms of music. This might require certain cerebral
realignments in sapiens, and perhaps the development of special
membranous neural organswhich in turn might lead to completely
new mental and physical abilities, and the conquest of new
dimensionsjust as the human tongue eventually developed from a
tasting organ into a means of long distance vocal communication."
"Not even in Ruy's Science/Art diatribes," said Mrs. Jacques,
"have I heard greater nonsense. If this planet is to have any future
worthy of the name, you can be sure it will be through the leadership
of her scientists."
"I wouldn't be too sure," countered Bell. "The artist's place
in society has advanced tremendously in the past half-century. And I
mean the minor artistwho is identified simply by his profession
and not by any exceptional reputation. In our own time we have seen the
financier forced to extend social equality to the scientist. And today
the palette and musical sketch pad are gradually toppling the test tube
and the cyclotron from their pedestals. In the first Renaissance the
merchant and soldier inherited the ruins of church and feudal empire;
in this one we peer through the crumbling walls of capitalism and
nationalism and see the artist...or the scientist...ready to emerge as
the cream of society. The question is, which one?"
"For the sake of law and order," declared Colonel Grade, "it
must be the scientist, working in the defense of his country. Think of
the military insecurity of an art-dominated society. If"
Ruy Jacques broke in: "There is only one point on which I
must disagree with you." He turned a disarming smile on his wife. "I
really don't see how the scientist fits into the picture at all. Do
you, Martha? For the artist is already supreme. He dominates the
scientist, and if he likes, he is perfectly able to draw upon his more
sensitive intuition for those various restatements of artistic
principles that the scientists are forever trying to fob off on a
decreasingly gullible public under the guise of novel scientific laws.
I say that the artist is aware of those "new" laws long before the
scientist, and has the option of presenting them to the public in a
pleasing art form or as a dry, abstruse equation. He may, like da
Vinci, express his discovery of a beautiful curve in the form of a
breath-taking spiral staircase in a chateau at Blois, or, like
Dürer he may analyze the curve mathematically and announce its
logarithmic formula. In either event he anticipates Descartes, who was
the first mathematician to rediscover the logarithmic spiral."
The woman laughed grimly. "All right. You're an
artist. Just what scientific law have you discovered?"
"I have discovered," answered the artist with calm pride,
"what will go down in history as 'Jacques' Law of Stellar
Radiation'."
Anna and Bell exchanged glances. The older man's look of
relief said plainly: "The battle is joined; they'll forget you."
Martha Jacques peered at the artist suspiciously. Anna could
see that the woman was genuinely curious but caught between her desire
to crush, to damn any such amateurish "discovery" and her fear that she
was being led into a trap. Anna herself, after studying the exaggerated
innocence of the man's wide, unblinking eyes knew immediately that he
was subtly enticing the woman out on the rotten limb of her own dry
perfection.
In near-hypnosis Anna watched the man draw a sheet of paper
from his pocket. She marveled at the superb blend of diffidence and
braggadocio with which he unfolded it and handed it to the woman
scientist.
"Since I can't write, I had one of the fellows write it down
for me, but I think he got it right," he explained. "As you see, it
boils down to seven prime equations."
Anna watched a puzzled frown steal over the woman's brow.
"But each of these equations expands into hundreds more, especially the
seventh, which is the longest of them all." The frown deepened. "Very
interesting. Already I see hints of the Russell diagram..."
The man started. "What! H. N. Russell, who classified stars
into spectral classes? You mean he scooped me?"
"Only if your work is accurate, which I doubt."
The artist stammered: "But"
"And here," she continued in crisp condemnation, "is nothing
more than a restatement of the law of light-pencil wavering, which
explains why stars twinkle and planets don't, and which has been known
for two hundred years."
Ruy Jacques' face lengthened lugubriously.
The woman smiled grimly and pointed. "These parameters are
just a poor approximation of the Bethe law of nuclear fission in
starsold since the thirties."
The man stared at the scathing finger. "Old...?"
"I fear so. But still not bad for an amateur. If you kept at
this sort of thing all your life, you might eventually develop
something novel. But this is a mere hodge-podge, a rehash of material
any real scientist learned in his teens."
"But, Martha," pleaded the artist, "surely it isn't all
old?"
"I can't say with certainty, of course," returned the woman
with malice-edged pleasure, "until I examine every sub-equation. I can
only say that, fundamentally, scientists long ago anticipated the
artist, represented by the great Ruy Jacques. In the aggregate, your
amazing Law of Stellar Radiation has been know for two hundred years or
more."
Even as the man stood there, as though momentarily stunned by
the enormity of his defeat, Anna began to pity his wife.
The artist shrugged his shoulders wistfully. "Science versus
Art. So the artist has given his all, and lost. Jacques' Law must sing
its swan song, then be forever forgotten." He lifted a resigned face
toward the scientist. "Would you, my dear, administer the coup de
grace by setting up the proper coordinates in the Fourier
audiosynthesizer?"
Anna wanted to lift a warning hand, cry out to the man that
he was going too far, that the humiliation he was preparing for his
wife was unnecessary, unjust, and would but thicken the wall of hatred
that cemented their antipodal souls together.
But it was too late. Martha Jacques was already walking
toward the Fourier piano, and within seconds had set up the
polar-defined data and had flipped the toggle switch. The psychiatrist
found her mind and tongue to be literally paralyzed by the swift
movement of this unwitting drama, which was now toppling over the brink
of its tragicomic climax.
A deep silence fell over the room.
Anna caught an impression of avid faces, most of
whomJacques' most intimate friendswould understand the
nature of his little playlet and would rub salt into the abraded wound
he was delivering his wife.
Then in the space of three seconds, it was over.
The Fourier-piano had synthesized the seven equations, six
short, one long, into their tonal equivalents, and it was over.
Dorran, the orchestra leader, broke the uneasy stillness that
followed. "I say, Ruy old chap," he blurted, "just what is the
difference in 'Jacques' Law of Stellar Radiation' and 'Twinkle,
twinkle, little star'?"
Anna, in mingled amusement and sympathy, watched the face of
Martha Jacques slowly turn crimson.
The artist replied in amazement. "Why, now that you mention
it, there does seem to be a little resemblance."
"It's a dead ringer!" cried a voice.
"'Twinkle, twinkle' is an old continental folk tune,"
volunteered another. "I once traced it from Haydn's 'Surprise Symphony'
back to the fourteenth century."
"Oh, but that's quite impossible," protested Jacques. "Martha
has just stated that science discovered it first, only two hundred
years ago."
The woman's voice dripped aqua regia. "You planned
this deliberately, just to humiliate me in front of these...these
clowns."
"Martha, I assure you...!"
"I'm warning you for the last time, Ruy. If you ever again
humiliate me, I'll probably kill you!"
Jacques backed away in mock alarm until he was swallowed up
in a swirl of laughter.
The group broke up, leaving the two women alone. Suddenly
aware of Martha Jacques' bitter scrutiny, Anna flushed and turned
toward her.
Martha Jacques said: "Why can't you make him come to his
senses? I'm paying you enough."
Anna gave her a slow wry smile. "Then I'll need your help.
And you aren't helping when you deprecate his sense of valuesodd
though they may seem to you."
"But Art is really so foolish! Science"
Anna laughed shortly. "You see? Do you wonder he avoids
you?"
"What would you do?"
"I?" Anna swallowed dryly.
Martha Jacques was watching her with narrowed eyes. "Yes,
you. If you wanted him?"
Anna hesitated, breathing uneasily. Then gradually her eyes
widened, became dreamy and full, like moons rising over the edge of
some unknown, exotic land. Her lips opened with a nerveless fatalism.
She didn't care what she said:
"I'd forget that I want, above all things, to be beautiful. I
would think only of him. I'd wonder what he's thinking, and I'd forsake
my mental integrity and try to think as he thinks. I'd learn to see
through his eyes, and to hear through his ears. I'd sing over his
successes, and hold my tongue when he failed. When he's moody and
depressed, I wouldn't probe or insist
that-I-could-help-you-if-you'd-only-let-me. Then"
Martha Jacques snorted. "In short, you'd be nothing but a
selfless shadow, devoid of personality or any mind or individuality of
your own. That might be all right for one of your type. But for a
scientist, the very thought is ridiculous!"
The psychiatrist lifted her shoulders delicately. "I agree.
It is ridiculous. What sane woman at the peak of her
profession would suddenly toss up her career to mergeyou'd say
"submerge"her identity, her very existence, with that of an
utterly alien male mentality?"
"What woman, indeed?"
Anna mused to herself, and did not answer. Finally she said:
"And yet, that's the price; take it or leave it, they say. What's a
girl to do?"
"Stick up for her rights!" declared Martha Jacques
spiritedly.
"All hail to unrewarding perseverance!" Ruy Jacques was back,
swaying slightly. He pointed his half-filled glass toward the ceiling
and shouted: "Friends! A toast! Let us drink to the two charter members
of the Knights of the Crimson Grail." He bowed in saturnine mockery to
his glowering wife. "To Martha! May she soon solve the Jacques Rosette
and blast humanity into the heavens!"
Simultaneously he drank and held up a hand to silence the
sudden spate of jeers and laughter. Then, turning toward the now
apprehensive psychiatrist, he essayed a second bow of such sweeping
grandiosity that his glass was upset. As he straightened, however, he
calmly traded glasses with her. "To my old schoolteacher, Dr. van Tuyl.
A nightingale whose secret ambition is to become as beautiful as a red
red rose. May Allah grant her prayers." He blinked at her beatifically
in the sudden silence. "What was that comment, doctor?"
"I said you were a drunken idiot," replied Anna. "But let it
pass." She was panting, her head whirling. She raised her voice to the
growing cluster of faces. "Ladies and gentlemen, I offer you the third
seeker of the grail! A truly great artist. Ruy Jacques, a child of the
coming epoch, whose sole aim is not aimlessness, as he would like you
to think, but a certain marvelous rose. Her curling petals shall be of
subtle texture, yet firm withal, and brilliant red. It is this rose
that he must find, to save his mind and body, and to put a soul in
him."
"She's right!" cried the artist in dark glee. "To Ruy
Jacques, then! Join in, everybody. The party's on Martha!"
He downed his glass, then turned a suddenly grave face to his
audience. "But it's really such a pity in Anna's case, isn't it?
Because her cure is so simple."
The psychiatrist listened; her head was throbbing
dizzily.
"As any competent psychiatrist could tell her,"
continued the artist mercilessly, "she has identified herself with the
nightingale in her ballet. The nightingale isn't much to look at. On
top it's a dirty brown; at bottom, you might say it's a drab gray. But
ah! The soul of this plain little bird! Look into my soul, she pleads.
Hold me in your strong arms, look into my soul, and think me as lovely
as a red rose."
Even before he put his wine glass down on the table, Anna
knew what was coming. She didn't need to watch the stiffening cheeks
and flaring nostrils of Martha Jacques, nor the sudden flash of fear in
Bell's eyes, to know what was going to happen next.
He held out his arms to her, his swart satyr-face nearly
impassive save for its eternal suggestion of sardonic mockery.
"You're right," she whispered, half to him, half to some
other part of her, listening, watching. "I do want you to hold
me in your arms and think me beautiful. But you can't, because you
don't love me. It won't work. Not here. Here, I'll prove it."
As from miles and centuries away, she heard Grade's horrified
gurgle.
But her trance held. She entered the embrace of Ruy Jacques,
and held her face up to his as much as her spine would permit, and
closed her eyes.
He kissed her quickly on the forehead and released her.
"There! Cured!"
She stood back and surveyed him thoughtfully. "I wanted you
to see for yourself, that nothing can be beautiful to youat least
not until you learn to regard someone else as highly as you do Ruy
Jacques."
Bell had drawn close. His face was wet, gray. He whispered:
"Are you two insane? Couldn't you save this sort of thing for a less
crowded occasion?"
But Anna was rolling rudderless in a fatalistic calm. "I had
to show him something. Here. Now. He might never have tried it if he
hadn't had an audience. Can you take me home now?"
"Worst thing possible," replied Bell agitatedly. "That'd just
confirm Martha's suspicions." He looked around nervously. "She's gone.
Don't know whether that's good or bad. But Grade's watching us. Ruy, if
you've got the faintest intimations of decency, you'll wander over to
that group of ladies and kiss a few of them. May throw Martha off the
scent. Anna, you stay here. Keep talking. Try to toss it off as an
amusing incident." He gave a short strained laugh. "Otherwise you're
going to wind up as the First Martyr in the Cause of Art."
"I beg your pardon, Dr. van Tuyl."
It was Grade. His voice was brutally cold, and the syllables
were clipped from his lips with a spine-tingling finality.
"Yes, Colonel?" said Anna nervously.
"The Security Bureau would like to ask you a few
questions."
"Yes?"
Grade turned and stared icily at Bell. "It is preferred that
the interrogation be conducted in private. It should not take long. If
the lady would kindly step into the model's dressing room, my assistant
will take over from there."
"Dr. van Tuyl was just leaving," said Bell huskily. "Did you
have a coat, Anna?"
With a smooth unobtrusive motion Grade unsnapped the guard on
his hip holster. "If Dr. van Tuyl leaves the dressing room within ten
minutes, alone, she may depart from the studio in any manner she
pleases."
Anna watched her friend's face become even paler. He wet his
lips, then whispered. "I think you'd better go, Anna. Be careful."
Chapter Eleven
The room was small and nearly bare. Its sole furnishings were
an ancient calendar, a clothes tree, a few stacks of dusty books, a
table (bare save for a roll of canvas patching tape) and three
chairs.
In one of the chairs, across the table, sat Martha
Jacques.
She seemed almost to smile at Anna; but the amused curl of
her beautiful lips was totally belied by her eyes, which pulsed hate
with the paralyzing force of physical blows.
In the other chair sat Willie the Cork, almost unrecognizable
in his groomed neatness.
The psychiatrist brought her hand to her throat as though to
restore her voice, and at the movement, she saw from the corner of her
eye that Willie, in a lightning motion, had simultaneously thrust his
hand into his coat pocket, invisible below the table. She slowly
understood that he held a gun on her.
The man was the first to speak, and his voice was so crisp
and incisive that she doubted her first intuitive recognition.
"Obviously, I shall kill you if you attempt any unwise action. So
please sit down, Dr. van Tuyl. Let us put our cards on the table."
It was too incredible, too unreal, to arouse any immediate
sense of fear. In numb amazement, she pulled out the chair and sat
down.
"As you may have suspected for some time," continued the man
curtly, "I am a Security agent."
Anna found her voice. "I know only that I am being forcibly
detained. What do you want?"
"Information, doctor. What government do you represent?
"None."
The man fairly purred. "Don't you realize, doctor, that as
soon as you cease to answer responsively, I shall kill you?"
Anna van Tuyl looked from the man to the woman. She thought
of circling hawks, and felt the intimations of terror. What could she
have done to attract such wrathful attention? She didn't know. But
then, they couldn't be sure about her, either. This man
didn't want to kill her until he found out more. And by that time,
surely he'd see that it was all a mistake.
She said: "Either I am a psychiatrist attending a special
case, or I am not. I am in no position to prove the positive. Yet, by
syllogistic law, you must accept it as a possibility until you prove
the negative. Therefore, until you have given me an opportunity to
explain or disprove any evidence to the contrary, you can never be
certain in your own mind that I am other than what I claim to be."
The man smiled, almost genially. "Well put, doctor. I hope
they've been paying you what you are worth." He bent forward suddenly.
"Why are you trying to make Ruy Jacques fall in love with you?"
She stared back with widening eyes. "What did you say?"
"Why are you trying to make Ruy Jacques fall in love with
you?"
She could meet his eyes squarely enough, but her voice was
now very faint: "I didn't understand you at first. You said...that I'm
trying to make him fall in love with me." She pondered this for a long
wondering moment, as though the idea were utterly new. "And I
guess...it's true."
The man looked blank, then smiled with sudden appreciation.
"You are clever. Certainly, you're the first to try that
line. Though I don't know what you expect to gain with your false
candor."
"False? Didn't you mean it yourself? No, I see you didn't.
But Mrs. Jacques does. And she hates me for it. But I'm just part of
the bigger hate she keeps for him. Even her Sciomnia equation is
just part of that hate. She isn't working on a biophysical weapon just
because she's a patriot, but more to spite him, to show him that
her science is superior to"
Martha Jacques' hand lashed viciously across the little table
and struck Anna in the mouth.
The man merely murmured: "Please control yourself a bit
longer, Mrs. Jacques. Interruptions from outside would be most
inconvenient at this point." His humorless eyes returned to Anna. "One
evening a week ago, when Mr. Jacques was under your care at the clinic,
you left stylus and paper with him."
Anna nodded. "I wanted him to attempt automatic writing."
"What is 'automatic writing'?"
"Simply writing done while the conscious mind is absorbed in
a completely extraneous activity, such as music. Mr. Jacques was to
focus his attention on certain music composed by me while holding
stylus and paper in his lap. If his recent inability to read and write
was caused by some psychic block, it was quite possible that his
subconscious mind might bypass the block, and he would writejust
as one 'doodles' unconsciously when talking over the visor."
He thrust a sheet of paper at her. "Can you identify
this?"
What was he driving at? She examined the sheet hesitantly.
"It's just a blank sheet from my private monogrammed stationery. Where
did you get it?"
"From the pad you left with Mr. Jacques."
"So?"
"We also found another sheet from the same pad under Mr.
Jacques' bed. It had some interesting writing on it."
"But Mr. Jacques personally reported nil results."
"He was probably right."
"But you said he wrote something?" she insisted; momentarily
her personal danger faded before her professional interest.
"I didn't say he wrote anything."
"Wasn't it written with that same stylus?"
"It was. But I don't think he wrote it. It wasn't in his
handwriting."
"That's often the case in automatic writing. The script is
modified according to the personality of the dissociated subconscious
unit. The alteration is sometimes so great as to be unrecognizable as
the handwriting of the subject."
He peered at her keenly. "This script was perfectly
recognizable, Dr. van Tuyl. I'm afraid you've made a grave blunder.
Now, shall I tell you in whose handwriting?"
She listened to her own whisper: "Mine?"
"Yes."
"What does it say?"
"You know very well."
"But I don't." Her underclothing was sticking to her body
with a damp clammy feeling. "At least you ought to give me a chance to
explain it. May I see it?"
He regarded her thoughtfully for a moment, then reached into
his pocket sheaf. "Here's an electrostat. The paper, texture, ink,
everything, is a perfect copy of your original."
She studied the sheet with a puzzled frown. There were a few
lines of scribblings in purple. But it wasn't in her
handwriting. In fact, it wasn't even handwritingjust a mass of
illegible scrawls!
Anna felt a thrill of fear. She stammered: "What are you
trying to do?"
"You don't deny you wrote it?,
"Of course I deny it." She could no longer control the quaver
in her voice. Her lips were leaden masses, her tongue a stone slab.
"It'sunrecognizable..."
The Cork floated with sinister patience. "In the upper left
hand comer is your monogram: "A.v.T.", the same as on the first sheet.
You will admit that, at least?"
For the first time, Anna really examined the presumed trio of
initials enclosed in the familiar ellipse. The ellipse was there. But
the print within it wasgibberish. She seized again at the first
sheetthe blank one. The feel of the paper, even the smell,
stamped it as genuine. It had been hers. But the monogram! "Oh no!" she
whispered.
Her panic-stricken eyes flailed about the room. The
calendar...same picture of the same cow...but the rest...! A
stack of books in the corner...titled in gold leaf...gathering dust for
months...the label on the roll of patching tape on the same...even the
watch on her wrist.
Gibberish. She could no longer read. She had forgotten how.
Her ironic gods had chosen this critical moment to blind her with their
brilliant bounty.
Then take it! And play for time!
She wet trembling lips. "I'm unable to read. My reading
glasses are in my bag, outside." She returned the script. "If
you'd read it, I might recognize the contents."
The man said: "I thought you might try this, just to get my
eyes off you. If you don't mind, I'll quote from memory:
" 'what a queer climax for the Dream! Yet, inevitable.
Art versus Science decrees that one of us must destroy the Sciomniac
weapon; but that could wait until we become more numerous. So, what I
do is for him alone, and his future depends on appreciating it. Thus,
Science bows to Art, but even Art isn't all. The Student must know the
one greater thing when he sees the Nightingale dead, for only then will
he recognize...' "
He paused.
"Is that all?" asked Anna.
"That's all."
"Nothing about a...rose?"
"No. What is 'rose' a code word for?"
Death? mused Anna. Was the rose a cryptolalic synonym for the
grave? She closed her eyes and shivered. Were those really her
thoughts, impressed into the mind and wrist of Ruy Jacques from some
grandstand seat at her own ballet three weeks hence? But after all, why
was it so impossible? Coleridge claimed Kublai Khan had been
dictated to him through automatic writing. And that English mystic,
William Blake, freely acknowledged being the frequent amanuensis for an
unseen personality. And there were numerous other cases. So, from some
unseen time and place, the mind of Anna van Tuyl had been attuned to
that of Ruy Jacques, and his mind had momentarily forgotten that both
of them could no longer write, and had recorded a strange reverie.
It was then that she noticed thewhispers.
Nonot whispersnot exactly. More like rippling
vibrations, mingling, rising, falling. Her heart beats quickened when
she realized that their eerie pattern was soundless. It was as though
something in her mind was suddenly vibrating en rapport with a
subetheric world. Messages were beating at her for which she had no
tongue or ear; they were beyond soundbeyond knowledge, and they
swarmed dizzily around her from all directions. From the ring she wore.
From the bronze buttons of her jacket. From the vertical steam piping
in the corner. From the metal reflector of the ceiling light.
And the strongest and most meaningful of all showered
steadily from the invisible weapon The Cork grasped in his coat pocket.
Just as surely as though she had seen it done, she knew that the weapon
had killed in the past. And not just once. She found herself attempting
to unravel those thought residues of
death-oncetwicethree times...beyond which they faded
away into steady, undecipherable time-muted violence.
And now that gun began to scream: "Kill! Kill! Kill!"
She passed her palm over her forehead. Her whole face was
cold and wet. She swallowed noisily.
Chapter Twelve
Ruy Jacques sat before the metal illuminator near his easel,
apparently absorbed in the profound contemplation of his goatish
features, and oblivious to the mounting gaiety about him. In reality,
he was almost completely lost in a soundless, sardonic glee over the
triangular death-struggle that was nearing its climax beyond the inner
wall of his studio, and which was magnified in his remarkable mind to
an incredible degree by the paraboloid mirror of the illuminator.
Bell's low urgent voice began hacking at him again. "Her
blood will be on your head. All you need to do is to go in there. Your
wife wouldn't permit any shooting with you around."
The artist twitched his misshapen shoulders irritably.
" Maybe. But why should I risk my skin for a silly
little nightingale?"
"Can it be that your growth beyond sapiens has served
simply to sharpen your objectivity, to accentuate your inherent
egregious want of identity with even the best of your fellow creatures?
Is the indifference that has driven Martha nearly insane in a bare
decade now too ingrained to respond to the first known female of your
own unique breed?" Bell sighed heavily. "You don't have to answer. The
very senselessness of her impending murder amuses you. Your nightingale
is about to be impaled on her thornfor nothingas always.
Your sole regret at the moment is that you can't twit her with the
assurance that you will study her corpse diligently to find there the
rose you seek."
"Such unfeeling heartlessness," said Jacques in regretful
agreement, "is only to be expected in one of Martha's blunderings. I
mean The Cork, of course. Doesn't he realize that Anna hasn't finished
the score of her ballet? Evidently has no musical sense at all. I'll
bet he was even turned down for the policemen's charity quarter. You're
right, as usual, doc. We must punish such philistinism." He tugged at
his chin, then rose from the folding stool.
"What are you going to do?" demanded the other sharply.
The artist weaved toward the phono cabinet. "Play a certain
selection from Tchaikovsky's Sixth. If Anna's half the girl you
think, she and Peter Ilyitch will soon have Mart eating out of their
hands."
Bell watching him in anxious, yet half-trusting frustration
as the other selected a spool from his library of electronic recordings
and inserted it into the playback sprocket. In mounting mystification,
he saw Jacques turn up the volume control as far as it would go.
Chapter Thirteen
Murder, a one-act play directed by Mrs. Jacques,
thought Anna. With sound effects by Mr. Jacques, But the facts didn't
fit. It was unthinkable that Ruy would do anything to accommodate his
wife. If anything, he would try to thwart Martha. But what was his
purpose in starting off in the finale of the first movement of the
Sixth? Was there some message there that he was trying to get
across to her?
There was. She had it. She was going to live. If
"In a moment," she told The Cork in a tight voice, "you are
going to snap off the safety catch of your pistol, revise slightly your
estimated line of fire, and squeeze the trigger. Ordinarily you could
accomplish all three acts in almost instantaneous sequence. At the
present moment, if I tried to turn the table over on you, you could put
a bullet in my head before I could get well started. But in another
sixty seconds you will no longer have that advantage, because your
motor nervous system will be laboring under the, superimposed pattern
of the extraordinary Second Movement of the symphony that we now hear
from the studio."
The Cork started to smile; then he frowned faintly. "What do
you mean?"
"All motor acts are carried out in simple rhythmic patterns.
We walk in the two-four time of the march. We waltz, use a pickaxe, and
manually grasp or replace objects in three-four rhythm."
"This nonsense is purely a play for time," interjected Martha
Jacques. "Kill her."
"It is a fact," continued Anna hurriedly. (Would that Second
Movement never begin?) "A decade ago, when there were still a few
factories using hand-assembly methods, the workmen speeded their work
by breaking down the task into these same elemental rhythms, aided by
appropriate music." (There! It was beginning! The immortal genius of
that suicidal Russian was reaching across a century to save her!) "It
so happens that the music you are hearing now is the Second
Movement that I mentioned, and it's neither two-four nor three-four but
five-four, an oriental rhythm that gives difficulty even to
skilled occidental musicians and dancers. Subconsciously you are going
to try to break it down into the only rhythms to which your motor
nervous system is attuned. But you can't. Nor can any
occidental, even a professional dancer, unless he has had special
training"her voice wobbled slightly"in Delcrozian
eurhythmics."
She crashed into the table.
Even though she had known that this must happen, her success
was so complete, so overwhelming, that it momentarily appalled her.
Martha Jacques and The Cork had moved with anxious, rapid
jerks, like puppets in a nightmare. But their rhythm was all wrong.
With their ingrained four-time motor responses strangely modulated by a
five-time pattern, the result was inevitably the arithmetical composite
of the two: a neural beat, which could activate muscle tissue only when
the two rhythms were in phase.
The Cork had hardly begun his frantic, spasmodic squeeze of
the trigger when the careening table knocked him backward to the floor,
stunned, beside Martha Jacques. It required but an instant for Anna to
scurry around and extract the pistol from his numbed fist.
Then she pointed the trembling gun in the general direction
of the carnage she had wrought and fought an urge to collapse against
the wall.
She waited for the room to stop spinning, for the white,
glass-eyed face of Martha Jacques to come into focus against the fuzzy
background of the cheap paint-daubed rug. And then the eyes of the
woman scientist flickered and closed.
With a wary glance at the weapon muzzle, The Cork gingerly
pulled a leg from beneath the table edge: "You have the gun," he said
softly. "You can't object if I assist Mrs. Jacques?"
"I